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The difference between Medicine and Poison...

Wed Dec 30, 2009, 4:17 AM
[1] IF SOMEONE SAYS "IS THIS OKAY", YOU SAY
You know I'm no good


[2] WHAT WOULD BEST DESCRIBE YOUR PERSONALITY?
Rewrite


[3] WHAT DO YOU LIKE IN A GUY/GIRL?
After Dark


[4] HOW DO YOU FEEL TODAY?
Right side of the bed

[5] WHAT IS YOUR LIFE'S PURPOSE?
Ex's and Oh's


[6] WHAT IS YOUR MOTTO?
Our Lady of Sorrows


[7] WHAT DO YOUR FRIENDS THINK OF YOU?
... Road to the West?


[8] WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT VERY OFTEN?
Becoming the Bull

[9] WHAT IS 2+2?
Beethoven's Symphony No. 9


[10] WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR BEST FRIEND?
Stamp on the ground


[11] WHAT DO YOU THINK OF THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Madness Theme


[12] WHAT IS YOUR LIFE STORY?
Finding out True love is Blind


[13] WHAT DO YOU WANT TO BE WHEN YOU GROW UP?
Early Sunsets over Monroeville


[14] WHAT DO YOU THINK WHEN YOU SEE THE PERSON YOU LIKE?
Asterisk [OH SHIT. PERFECT.]


[15] WHAT WILL YOU DANCE TO AT YOUR WEDDING?
Heart shaped Glasses [Marilyn Manson, fuck yeah!]


[16] WHAT WILL THEY PLAY AT YOUR FUNERAL?
I never wanted to dance.


[17] WHAT IS YOUR HOBBY/INTEREST?
Beating Hearts Baby


[18] WHAT IS YOUR BIGGEST SECRET?
Ride on Shooting Star


[19] WHAT DO YOU THINK OF YOUR FRIENDS?
Honey, This mirror isn't big enough for the two of us


[20] WHAT'S THE WORST THING THAT COULD HAPPEN?
Romance


[21] HOW WILL YOU DIE?
Inner Universe


[22] WHAT IS THE ONE THING YOU REGRET?
Rehab


[23] WHAT MAKES YOU LAUGH?
Demolition Lovers


[24] WHAT MAKES YOU CRY?
Fer Sure!


[25] WILL YOU EVER GET MARRIED?
Melissa


[26] WHAT SCARES YOU THE MOST?
baby, You wouldn't last a minute on the creek


[27] DOES ANYONE LIKE YOU?
Cubicles [I think I'd love to die alone. <3]


[28] IF YOU COULD GO BACK IN TIME, WHAT WOULD YOU CHANGE?
The Theft


[29] WHAT HURTS RIGHT NOW?
Note to self


[30] WHAT WILL YOU POST THIS JOURNAL AS?
The difference between Medicine and Poison is in the Dosage. [Too damn long]

Copyfailsted from Kattt. <3

  • Mood: Love Dazed
  • Listening to: The difference between Medicine and Poison is...
  • Reading: Nothing, but...
  • Watching: ... There's someone....
  • Playing: ... On my mind.
  • Eating: You know?
  • Drinking: <3

Fake Friends + <3

Mon Dec 28, 2009, 10:55 PM
To let people who don't think I care know I do really care. I'm just antisocial when I don't want to be and down know how to say I care. <3

"No offense, but ... People are getting too fake on me . They only want posts, comments, or to see how many friends they can get. So let's see who will actually repost this. This is a test to see who's paying attention. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bulletin. Lets see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are... Repost this if you are a friend...Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new journal as 'Fake Friends'"

Anyways, I got a new computer. I've not been making journals or any plans with people, but I really do want to try and catch up, guys. I know just how to ruin a friendship with my alienation, don't I, eh? S'okay! You know I love you!

My heart's down in Kentucky right now, yes.

  • Mood: Love Dazed
  • Listening to: Natasha Bedingfield - These Words
  • Reading: Nothing, but...
  • Watching: ... There's someone....
  • Playing: ... On my mind.
  • Eating: You know?
  • Drinking: <3

Madness.

Journal Entry: Wed Nov 11, 2009, 7:07 PM


Fatass destroyed my earphones. I need those for class. I'm going insane because I can't talk to anyone or listen to music.

My mom is spouting crazy shit. Saying I have to go to bed early and eat Oatmeal everyday because the doctor said it was good for me. This is buuuuullshit. And they gave memore meds. So it's...

1-2 Clonidine
1 Xyzal
2-3 Vyvanse
1-2 of this new shit
2 Inhalters with an Aerochamber.
Eyedrops
Nasal spray
There's more medications buit I can't memorize them all.
Not to mention my contacts and or glasses.

And she says I'm going to have to start a sport.

A sport.

I'm gonna go cry myself to sleep now.


  • Mood: Stunned
  • Listening to: Natasha Bedingfield - These Words
  • Reading: Nothing, but...
  • Watching: ... There's someone....
  • Playing: ... On my mind.
  • Eating: You know?
  • Drinking: <3

Drop what you're doing. Right now.

Journal Entry: Wed Nov 11, 2009, 5:27 AM


Go tell someone how much you love them, right now. Haven't said it to one of your parents in a long time? Get a sheet of paper. Get some markers. Don't care about your artistic talent, and just draw. Write "I love you Mommy" or "I love you Daddy", or "I love you Sammy, Brandy and Charlotte!"

Just do it. Right now, even if you can't get the note or picture to the person right now. I don't care if they're dead. Just do it, for me, for you, right now. As soon as you can.

Talk to me about it later. Something happened, but I'm not sure what. Or how to say what.


  • Mood: Stunned
  • Listening to: Natasha Bedingfield - These Words
  • Reading: Nothing, but...
  • Watching: ... There's someone....
  • Playing: ... On my mind.
  • Eating: You know?
  • Drinking: <3

"Never..."

Journal Entry: Wed Nov 11, 2009, 12:19 AM


"Never make your home in a place. Make a home for yourself inside your own head. You'll find what you need to furnish it - memory, friends you can trust, love of learning, and other such things. That way it will go with you wherever you journey."

- Tad Williams

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  • Mood: Isolated
  • Listening to: My Chemical Romance - Cubicles
  • Reading: Nothing.
  • Watching: Nothing.
  • Playing: Nothing.
  • Eating: Nothing.
  • Drinking: Nothing.

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